Rhetoric|ulous|?| “IDEEKAY” |You Tell Me…|

Gettin’ lite cuz my heads been headed for the guillotine BEHEADED…
A case of insanity…they say I’m insane…
Cuz my mental images are unframed…
They lack borders to keep them from falling outside of the box…
Borderline suicidal thoughts… of creativity
Juxtaposed by my (ill)phrenic fingers, holding on to (ill)existing walls in attempts to hold back (ME)…
But I’ll cremate myself before they bury me…my thoughts (I mean)…
because what’s the point of living if I can’t think?
Veganism doesn’t appeal to me… plus I’m way too fruity to aspire to a vegetated state…
Thus Thou Relate? or am I really that crazy?
Are my illusions so rabbit that a muzzle is needed?
Should I continue to allow these prophetic perceptions of…anything go untreated?
Medicated therapy compresses thought…
PROVOKING the opposite of change…
Now THAT’S insane…so maybe I’m ok…at least…according to my reasoning…

Do you think I’m crazy (too)?

Cuz she said “WHY YOU DON’T BE RHYMIN’?”

AYE I don’t follow beats I Lead them…

So don’t judge the structure of my poem (but if you want to That’s fine too (: )

Hunger Pains-

(MY EARS) read what you were feeding

but my mind was so hungry I couldn’t process the sound

but as the words sink into the belly of my brain I feel the heart burning pain

seeping passed my mind and into my frame

settling in my stomach waiting…unclaimed

But give me time and I will receive it

No need to repeat it, because it’s already there

I’m just playing catch up with the beats from your snare

I’m a few beats behind, I’m on a slow processing line

Cuz my hearts been receiving bad blood

So it’s not beating like it should

That same sad song rumbling from my belly

Your words SOUNDS fed into the cause

A Replenishing love of thought

EVERY MORSEL YOU THREW I CAUGHT

By Means of DESPERATION

I’ve been starving and all that CONSERVATION

of thought was truly unsettling

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I was being battered with that same old sad song

Rumbling. Churning Growing.

Into nothing but old sediment that continued to settle in (constipation)

Broken from that hinderous repetition relaxing my mental bowels from that overbearing empty stool

It feels good to have food (:

Psh… I can rhyme when I want to...

Peace.

Pointless (sig/NATURE\of mine)

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Elusie’s PPP(OETRY)

I’m never the biggest fan of my poems when I’m writing them, but I just went through all the stuff I posted of hear, and as self-indulgent as it sounds…I think I’ve become a fan lol. This is just to get anyone who reads this to check out my past poems (there’s a section for them on the side) they never got much traffic I just really want more feedback on them (or one your choice) yeah this is end as of

 

NOW

 

 

peace

Clouds are coming in…

Democrats have completely dominated in this election. They’ve increased control in both Senate and House of Representatives,  giving majority control in congress. Not to mention the big win of the night Barack Obama becoming our new president of the United States of America (yes we did). With every up there’s a down, gay rights have taken a hard hit in this years election. Florida Passed a gay ban amendment and Arizona passed a proposition on the same issues. Arkansas passed an initiative on banning gay couples from adopting children, even though technically it applies to all unmarried couples, it’s main objective is relinquishing adoption rights from gay people.

I think that one hit me the most, marriage doesn’t define love, but we should all have the right to it. Taking away our right to adopt just seems so much worst to me.

Even though California is still counting votes, it looks as if Prop 8 will be successful, which will over turn the California supreme court ruling made back in may that allowed residents to marry someone of the same sex.

I can still see the sun, but the clouds have definitely formed.

President of the United States

Oh yeah ;)

Ramble (Typing as I’m watching, Don’t read)

I’ve been knee deep in CNN for the last few hours, and this is more exciting than the super bowl lol. Even though I can’t vote doesn’t mean I can’t be involved right? For my fellow NC “residers” can I get an “OH YEA” for Hagan? It’s looking good for Democrats around the board, but I’m still not ready to call it for the presidency, just because the suns out doesn’t mean the clouds won’t form. Still have some key states that haven’t come in yet so I’m holding my joy. I’m kinda over excited right now, and felt like posting up so yeah, I’m alternating between CNN and CNN.com’s live broadcast (ye I know…) but yeah no real point but to express my exictement, this is all over the place I’m going to end this

peace

oh yea…give it up for the young voters yeah? (they turned out in a big way)

The Closet Expierence

I planned on posting this awhile ago, but kept forgetting. I did a coming out interview for a fellow blogger, and I’ve come to love checking out all of the stories, so if anyone happens to see this and hasn’t done it yet check it out.

peace

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Terror in the rainbow

This is just a random thought but…

      Gay people have completely jacked the rainbow. I know this is an old topic, but who is the real victim of the situation? Most people would make some lame attempt at a joke by mentioning something about leprechauns and lucky charms, but if you think about it leprechauns never really claimed the rainbow. Rainbows are to leprechauns as roads are to humans. We use roads to get to where we need to go, but we don’t claim the roads as our own. Same with leprechauns and rainbows. A rainbow is just a road that leads a leprechaun to what they are really looking for which is the pot of gold, or are they already at the pot of gold and we are the ones following the road? I don’t know I never got into leprechaun myths, but back to what I was saying. If leprechauns aren’t the victims then who really is? I think the real victims are unicorns…seriously, I mean think about it almost every picture of a unicorn is adorned with a six colored half moon-like halo. I always associated the two with each other as if they were conjoined twins, like there’s some invisible line connecting the two. I wasn’t a big rainbow or unicorn fan as a kid. I was too busy getting dirty to worry about horned animals and “pretty” colors, but it’s is definitely something to think about.
Which brings me to my other thought.
      What if… unicorns devised a terrorist attack on gay people in an attempt to take back the rainbow? Yeah never thought of that did you…didn’t think so. I mean anything’s possible these day (see presidential election) why not right? They would probably bomb the gayest thing in the world to get back at us…but what would that be? Well if you think you know…tell me. They’d bum rush all the pride parades and shoot down every rainbow colored flag insight, there’d be so much chaos. Of course the gay community wouldn’t stand for it, we’d put up a fight for the right to wear rainbow décor and wave those colored flags high and proud, but would it be worth it? I mean couldn’t we find another stereotypical symbol to flaunt our gayness (other than musical theater) I mean really, because I’m not ready to take on pissed off unicorns with guns just for a rainbow. Maybe we could come to some agreement, like they take half the colors and we take half…but then again a rainbow isn’t a rainbow without all six colors. We should just give it back and find something else to represent us. How about a sign that simply says GAY. Gets the point across and it gets the damn unicorns off our backs.

Yeah…. My minds running on bullshit (6 more miles to go!)

Lol
Peace.

Yup Yup Yup CartOONIES (The better half of me)

Tunes and Toons my two favorite things.

They make up my free time, and I enjoy my senses best when they are focused on the two. (Yes I taste,smell,and touch them too ha!)

Anime’s my passion

while more common cartoons are my everyday lovers

Gosh deezle I’m gonna end this and turn on cartoon network

 

PEACE…Kiddos