Bored.Brain.Dead.

It’s 6:25 AM I’ve been up since 7 AM yesterday…I’m watching the Mr. Men show can’t wait to go to sleep. aahh gotta go home first…

Peace

Fumbling Fingers (FTW)

I lose track of my vision sometimes

LIKE NOW

I can’t see

But I’m writing this anyways

I’m creating words that I can’t see

I’m following the sounds of my keys

The friction between my fingers and these keys are undeniable

But I can’t hear now

finnhers funbling

 

Give me knowledge or Give me…Ignorance?

I’m pulling up my britches

I’ve been a big kid for years

I can’t believe how time has past

I barely remember completing the second grade

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My grades are failing

but I’m learning a lot

I skip through the meaningless busy work

because I’m looking for the truth

The truth isn’t in my grades

but it my head

What I know…What I’ve learned…What you’ve taught me

Teach me more so that I can teach myself, that I need to know more

my thoughts are chaos in an organized sort of way

I need more knowledge as I wait form wisdom

which can’t be learned

so I’m trying to wise up to knowledge and learn as much as I can

WT…F? :)

To BE or not to BE

That is NOT the question

because I AM

and to understand ME

you must be ME

and since you can’t

I believe we will never AGREE

on life or other things

because  we aren’t ONE

and two things can never be the same

so I understand this because it comes from me

While your reading and wondering because this doesn’t make sense…does it?

A Bird With No Wings

Above the ground

100 Feet

I’ve erased all knowledge

Of GRAVITY from my mind

I see hooded bones

But it’s only a dream

I can’t wake up

I’ve created a dream

That’s become reality

The wind is against me

Fighting to keep me from flight

I push pass because

I BELIEVE…

I believe I have wings

It’s time to set flight

I have nothing to lose

but myself

but myself isn’t

ENOUGH

enough to stop me

from stepping off hope

and stepping into my finish

From life to the ground

If my wings pick up

and I wake up

This dream won’t matter

Because I’ll forget it anyway

Recall!!!

***SKIP the Bull**** Paragraph to get to the main point

  This is like THE most important post (at least to me) that I’ll I’ve posted so far. OK I’m a huge converse fan, particularly Chuck Taylors. I’m also a huge blue fan, it’s my favorite color right next to black. I own a pair of all black chucks and a pair of originals BUT I have yet to buy a pair of blue chucks. Around June or July 2008(don’t know the exact date) Converse released a new Chuck Taylor. Unfortunately I don’t know the name so you’ll have to go off the description. They are blue and have a pocket on the outside of each shoe, and in each pocket there’s a little blue flag (OMG!) I almost dies when I saw this shoe. Well of course I was broke at the time and could purchase but I kept saying (I’m gonna get them) So here it is August 29th and I had made plans to head of to journey’s next week and get them. I went in the store today you know just to check them out, and they were no where to be found. I thought back to the black and white plaid (also not released too long ago) and thought “I guess there sold out like the others” So I thought “alright guess I’ll just have to buy them offline, no bi deal just takes a little longer”. Went up to one of the workers and ask “What happened to the blue chucks w/ the flag?” I got the worst news like EVER (in regards to shoes) the words slipped out like venom “OH they were recalled”….RECALLED!!!!! and do you know WHY they were recalled?!?!?! GANG VIOLENCE WTF (CHILDREN PLEASE STOP RUNNING AROUND WITH FLAGS AND GUNS AND RUINING MY DREAM OF OWNING THE BEST PAIR OF CHUCKIES I’VE BEEN BLESSED TO SEE IN MY LIFE!) Why is the world against me???

 

Anyway the real point of this is to say ANYONE WHO EITHER:

• Know’s the name of the shoe

• Know’s of somewhere I can find the shoe

• Has a picture of the shoe

• Is willing to give up a pair of the shoes (for a price of course)

• Or just ANYTHING related to the shoe PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE contact me

I’m going to OVERLOAD this post with keywords because I HAVE to OWN those shoes (not really but it’s make my year :) ) So yeah come on ppl do your community service and get those shoes to me

pEaCe

“To end the war in iraq RESPONSIBLY”

“That’s what Obama will do as president of united states of america”

 

…yeah I’m watching it are you?

Life’s Little Helpers (A Teacher’s Diss)

My passion for fashion ain’t that great

I’d break beats over boards before I could skate

My hands are shaky with a pen

I blur lines when I try to blend

When I sing I bring tears…followed by cries

And the only thing I rap are followed by fries

I’m [UNTALENTED]

But I can teach

Give me a book and knowledge is what I’ll preach

I’ll give you words followed by words

Followed by words, followed by words

Write them down and LEARN

Understand what I don’t understand

That’s what I’ll teach you to do

I’ll give you what I lack, or rather bring it out of you

Creativity plus my teachings will spawn the next generation of thinkers

What I lack in talent I make up for by living through you

I’ll be rewarded for giving you what you already possess

My talent is to teach

I’m not [UNTALENTED] after all

My Shoes Are Worn

My shoes see more action than me
In and out, in and out
my feet slide in and out
creating friction between my soles and my soul.

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My shoes are worn
They’re worn because I wear them often
When I first wore my shoes we didn’t really connect
I had to break them down, break them in
Create comfort in a place tattered together by baby hands
I really love me shoes
They’re dirty and worn
To the point where no one else would dare touch them
Sealing their fate as forever mine
I dominate my shoes
Stepping on them when I feel like stepping
Sliding in them when I feel like being inside of them
My shoes are completely submissive to me
That’s why I like my shoes
I OWN THEM

My Music [Taste] Like Lukewarm Soul…

I just read my last post it kinda came of as if I take music seriously which I do, but that’s only the left side of my musical mind. I love music for what it is, whether good or bad. I’m no better than the rest, I bob my head to the same degrading misogynistic songs you do (and you know you do). I some times listen to the catchiest of songs, and even fall for their “undenyingly” repetitive lyrics and over used drum and snare samples once in a blue moon. I don’t judge anyone about their music taste or the music they make. Music is just as human as the rest of us and I accept all of her flaws. Yes music is a lady and I plan to marry her some day (when it’s legal)

One of my all time favorite thoughts
AND
Pesonal Motto
Enjoy
Peace